christmas time

christmas time. yeah yeah yeah. its about that time when we have to give gifts, say our best wishes and show our sweetest smiles. i sometimes wonder, why do we have to put all this effort during christmas when we can be giving all year long? its kinda sad and yet fun at the same time to see people give gifts just for the sake of giving. well there are of course some (sometimes including me) who give gifts just for the sake of receiving.

want i dont like about christmas is that i have to pretend almost all the time that im so happy with my family. well at times i definitely am. but there are more times when im just so tired of all the yelling, all the blaming, and all the harsh words i receive from them. christmas makes that kind of feeling even worse.

friends and cousins are those that make me crave for christmas. all the traditions that we do, from singing, to dancing, to acting, to cheating, and of course to gambling.. bwahahaha we have it all...

hmm what to wear? its the season for wearing those once-in-awhile-usage kind of clothes. i like wearing something new during christmas and new year days. it makes me feel so pormado. hehe.

stellar

Meet me in outer space.
We could spend the night;
watch the earth come up.
I've grown tired of this place;
won't you come with me?
We could start again.
How do you do it?
Make me feel like I do.
How do you do it?
It's better than I ever knew.
Meet me in outer space.
I will hold you close, if you're afraid of heights.
I need you to see this place, it might be the only way
that I can show you how
it feels to be inside of you.
How do you do it?
Make me feel like I do.
How do you do it?
It's better than I ever knew.
How do you do it?
Make me feel like I do
Ohhh...
You are stellar.
You are stellar.
How do you do it?
make me feel like I do.
How do you do it?
its better than I ever knew.
How do you do it?
Make me feel like I do.
How do you do it?
Make me feel like I do.

STELLAR --> planetary; cosmological
there are times when u feel so happy being with the person you treasure the most. even in silence, there's that magical feeling (pagbigyan nyo na ko inlove e)... that feeling where u seem to be somewhere else, somewhere stellar.... kaya to the person i love, i give u this song..

REALITY --> another bum day. but at least i got to do some christmas shopping for some people. finally! its been a long time na rin. i usually go to the mall for movies nalang e. tsk tsk tsk... la nako money ;( but no worries, it was all worth it. i had fun goin to the mall with my not-so-mall-friendly friends today. haha!
--> i saw one of monica's techi stuff today. uhhh technology. i hate it. im so not updated with the new stuff. but so what?!? simple life means simple needs right? the more i dont know bout all those stuff, the more i wont crave for them. its hard for me to see something i want. i know myself too well. i know its bad but i usually want to get what i want even if i dont really need it. uhhh kar so selfish
--> my friends tried to hide my phone today and honestly, mejo napikon ako! uhhhh.. ehehe pikon naman talaga ko before pa. oh well, naiiyak na kasi nun e but what the heck, they gave it back anyway. uhhh... let it go kar..
--> lapit na christmas.. what to give???????? la na ngang money, no ideas pa to come up with a solution sa kawalan ko ng money. hahaha. maybe il give gifts after xmas. para i can give them nicer ones. siguro naman after xmas i have money na..



why?
why not...