Sunday, June 07, 2009

Just one more moment, one more happy goodnight.

I've only lost one real special person in my life and that's my grandpa when I was in Grade School. I cried then but of course, all kids can only understand as much.

Days come and go as expected but when things go slightly out of direction, your world suddenly stops. Mine stopped this noontime with a call from my brother. It was a simple, simple task.


Right now, I'm grieving, I'm barely believing. I am totally in denial.

Yoga's been the best, sweetest, and most loving dog. She's always been asking for attention and I denied that a lot of times. I am cruel and insensitive, unappreciative and undeserving of her love. I am sorry.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. GOODBYE, BABY. YOU'VE BEEN BEAUTIFUL IN EVERYBODY'S EYES.


Nobody knows it, but you've got a secret smile and you use it only for me.