Oh God, I'll be a working girl anytime soon so please, help me.
I've been "preoccupied" this whole week with Tyler that I forgot to do stuff for school. I'm 99% sure part of the company already, but if by any chance they decide to not hire me instead, that's fine with me. Meeting all those fab people and seeing all those wonderful clothes are handsdown irreplaceable. Thanks to Aidz, Taker, and JC for being a part of the applying process. "The Essays" were not that easy to answer but you guys made it seem a lot less difficult.
It's gonna be challenging, I know that for a fact. For a person as lazy as me, working is like suicide. The only thing that drives me to do this is the collection of clothes that I'll be surrounded with. I know, lame reason right? But at least that's a start. Besides, we all to work sooner or later, whether we like it or not.
Wednesday, May 31, 2006
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
No Ordinary Morning
Woke up today not knowing what to feel. I wanted to cry, and I did. I wanted to feel happy, and so I called the person who could make me feel happy. God, how I wish I wasn't this emo this morning. And last night. And yesterday. Not now, not after a fun summer.
Sunday, May 14, 2006
Blah
Stole this from a friend's blog. Let's see if these really are the hardest things:
* Pretending to be innocent of what you know about - God, secrets are the worst things in this world. If only there weren't shit everyone to keep..
* Trying to show you care - Un/luckily, I don't know how to execute perfectly this "deceitfulness". I'm pretty obvious when I don't like a person.
* Trying to forget something you know you NEVER will - One thing I learned is life is to stop the trying-to-forget phase, that's bullshit. The more you do that, the more you'll think about it. You'll end up realizing you're this pathetic person trying to hold on to something that has long been gone. So sad.
* Admitting you were wrong after you have been so insistent that you were right - ...especially to your parents!
* Debating with yourself - I usually end up doing the stupid option but what the heck, I had fun anyway!
* Knowing what's wrong and what's right
* Growing up - Growing up isn't hard at all. My parents think I'm still this immature 20 year old who knows nothing but parties and friends. Bullshit. I feel more grownup everytime they say that. The fact that I know better, that I am definitely not who they think I am, makes me feel more grownup than them.
* ACCEPTING the fact that some things are NOT meant TO BE - Some things are better left understood. Tsk.
* Swallowing your pride when it has become TOO HARD and TOO BIG to even gulp it down with water - Pride shride! I hate pride!
* Being the LAST TO KNOW about something that CONCERNS you most of all - YEAH!!!!!!!!!! Uhhh! People!
* Realizing that you have been TRICKED after you have given your WHOLE TRUST - I honestly don't know who to trust recently.
* Realizing that you have taken the most IMPORTANT thing for GRANTED
* PARTING with someone you've just LEARNED to LOVE - I tried not doing this that's why I ended up joggling people which is very bad, I know. Good thing I'm with Aidz now(SIPSIP!).
* Letting GO of someone you've LOVED ALL YOUR LIFE - :'(
* Losing someone you care deeply about - Some friends are just too hard to lose. But when they decide to stick to other friends instead, even after all the things you've been through together, then we don't really have a say on that anymore. We just have to let them be. It's their life anyway.
* Saying how you REALLY FEEL and Explaining WHERE YOU STAND - Some people expect you to agree with everything they do. What if you really don't? What to do, what to do?!
* Knowing what is best and yet doing the exact opposite - The opposite usually gives you the most satisfaction.
* Bracing yourself for the worst kind of pain... & still hurting so much. - Noone can be prepared enough for any kind of pain.
* Denying to yourself that you're falling... then finally you realize that indeed you have fallen when it's too damn late and you cant get out - Wala lang, but I just remebered something Jen Padua said before, Love is like hide and seek. Wala lang.
* Being with someone else when the right one comes along sad to belong...- Never leave "someone else"
* Knowing deep inside that you love someone yet you can't say it out loud - Unspoken love is the "not enough" type of love for me. If you really love the person, say it. The burden of unspoken love is worse than being turned down by someone.
* Pretending to be innocent of what you know about - God, secrets are the worst things in this world. If only there weren't shit everyone to keep..
* Trying to show you care - Un/luckily, I don't know how to execute perfectly this "deceitfulness". I'm pretty obvious when I don't like a person.
* Trying to forget something you know you NEVER will - One thing I learned is life is to stop the trying-to-forget phase, that's bullshit. The more you do that, the more you'll think about it. You'll end up realizing you're this pathetic person trying to hold on to something that has long been gone. So sad.
* Admitting you were wrong after you have been so insistent that you were right - ...especially to your parents!
* Debating with yourself - I usually end up doing the stupid option but what the heck, I had fun anyway!
* Knowing what's wrong and what's right
* Growing up - Growing up isn't hard at all. My parents think I'm still this immature 20 year old who knows nothing but parties and friends. Bullshit. I feel more grownup everytime they say that. The fact that I know better, that I am definitely not who they think I am, makes me feel more grownup than them.
* ACCEPTING the fact that some things are NOT meant TO BE - Some things are better left understood. Tsk.
* Swallowing your pride when it has become TOO HARD and TOO BIG to even gulp it down with water - Pride shride! I hate pride!
* Being the LAST TO KNOW about something that CONCERNS you most of all - YEAH!!!!!!!!!! Uhhh! People!
* Realizing that you have been TRICKED after you have given your WHOLE TRUST - I honestly don't know who to trust recently.
* Realizing that you have taken the most IMPORTANT thing for GRANTED
* PARTING with someone you've just LEARNED to LOVE - I tried not doing this that's why I ended up joggling people which is very bad, I know. Good thing I'm with Aidz now(SIPSIP!).
* Letting GO of someone you've LOVED ALL YOUR LIFE - :'(
* Losing someone you care deeply about - Some friends are just too hard to lose. But when they decide to stick to other friends instead, even after all the things you've been through together, then we don't really have a say on that anymore. We just have to let them be. It's their life anyway.
* Saying how you REALLY FEEL and Explaining WHERE YOU STAND - Some people expect you to agree with everything they do. What if you really don't? What to do, what to do?!
* Knowing what is best and yet doing the exact opposite - The opposite usually gives you the most satisfaction.
* Bracing yourself for the worst kind of pain... & still hurting so much. - Noone can be prepared enough for any kind of pain.
* Denying to yourself that you're falling... then finally you realize that indeed you have fallen when it's too damn late and you cant get out - Wala lang, but I just remebered something Jen Padua said before, Love is like hide and seek. Wala lang.
* Being with someone else when the right one comes along sad to belong...- Never leave "someone else"
* Knowing deep inside that you love someone yet you can't say it out loud - Unspoken love is the "not enough" type of love for me. If you really love the person, say it. The burden of unspoken love is worse than being turned down by someone.
Monday, May 08, 2006
list 21 people who are at the top of your head right now, and then answer the questions.
1. Aidz = Bubba
2. Marla
3. Reji
4. Isabel
5. Eli
6. Taker
7. JC
8. Anji
9. Janis
10. Ning
11. Icay
12. Bok
13. Jacq
14. Edel
15. Mochie
16. Gi
17. Alex Du
18. JP
19. Thea
20. Alex Roca
21. Chocho
How did you meet 12?
Common friend, I guess. Always thankful.
What would you do if you never met 6?
Nothing, malamang. One thing's for sure though, things would have been a lot more boring if Taker wasn't around.
What would you do if 20 and 9 dated?
Hmm, pwde actually! Ha!
Did you ever like 11?
She's my ex who turned out to be one of my closest friends.
Would 4 and 13 make a good couple?
Tss, sige try nila. Sab and Jacq? Yeah right! Haha!
Describe 8.
We used to be super close way back in STC. We've been hanging out again lately and God knows how much I missed her! Laugh trip lagi grabe!
Do you think 14 is attractive?
Uhuh. I love her skin actually.
Tell me something humiliating about 17.
Wala e. Alex Du is so cute, fun, bubbly (okay stop patronizing) that you can never find anything humiliating about her.
Do you know any of 4's family members?
Of course, I see her whole clan a lot.
What's 21's favorite color?
Pink. So Chocho!
On a scale of 1-10, how hot is 10?
10 syempre.
What would you do if 18 confesses he likes you?
Smile :)
What language does 20 speak?
"Ow!"
Who is 9 going out with?
The last time I asked her she said wala DAW.
what grade is 16 in?
4th yr coll
When's the last time you talked to 13?
Last night when Sab and I went to her gig.
What is 2's favorite band/singers?
M.T.M (->yuck! slam book!)
Would you ever date 5?
Haha! No.
Would you ever date 1?
Of course. :)
What is 19's last name?
Ventura
What school does 7 go to?
Ateneo (grad)
Where does 15 live?
At a village beside Celeb.
Are number 7 & 8 best friends?
They don't know each other.
Do you like 6?
Always.
1. Aidz = Bubba
2. Marla
3. Reji
4. Isabel
5. Eli
6. Taker
7. JC
8. Anji
9. Janis
10. Ning
11. Icay
12. Bok
13. Jacq
14. Edel
15. Mochie
16. Gi
17. Alex Du
18. JP
19. Thea
20. Alex Roca
21. Chocho
How did you meet 12?
Common friend, I guess. Always thankful.
What would you do if you never met 6?
Nothing, malamang. One thing's for sure though, things would have been a lot more boring if Taker wasn't around.
What would you do if 20 and 9 dated?
Hmm, pwde actually! Ha!
Did you ever like 11?
She's my ex who turned out to be one of my closest friends.
Would 4 and 13 make a good couple?
Tss, sige try nila. Sab and Jacq? Yeah right! Haha!
Describe 8.
We used to be super close way back in STC. We've been hanging out again lately and God knows how much I missed her! Laugh trip lagi grabe!
Do you think 14 is attractive?
Uhuh. I love her skin actually.
Tell me something humiliating about 17.
Wala e. Alex Du is so cute, fun, bubbly (okay stop patronizing) that you can never find anything humiliating about her.
Do you know any of 4's family members?
Of course, I see her whole clan a lot.
What's 21's favorite color?
Pink. So Chocho!
On a scale of 1-10, how hot is 10?
10 syempre.
What would you do if 18 confesses he likes you?
Smile :)
What language does 20 speak?
"Ow!"
Who is 9 going out with?
The last time I asked her she said wala DAW.
what grade is 16 in?
4th yr coll
When's the last time you talked to 13?
Last night when Sab and I went to her gig.
What is 2's favorite band/singers?
M.T.M (->yuck! slam book!)
Would you ever date 5?
Haha! No.
Would you ever date 1?
Of course. :)
What is 19's last name?
Ventura
What school does 7 go to?
Ateneo (grad)
Where does 15 live?
At a village beside Celeb.
Are number 7 & 8 best friends?
They don't know each other.
Do you like 6?
Always.
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
Tagged by Tiffy
the first player of this game starts with the "6 weird things/habits about yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a blog of their 6 weird habits/things, as well as state this rule clearly..in the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names..don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their comments and tell them to read yours.
1. I cannot take a bath without a radio with me inside the bathroom. It usually takes me 5-10mins to take a bath, but 1 hour inside the bathroom. I dance and stare at myself all the time. Who doesnt?
2. I cannot cook anything. I microwave even pancit canton and noodles.
3. I hate snakes. I scream at the sight of a snake (picture / cartoon / toy / snake skin/ etc)
4. I always feel like I have dimples. TANGGAPIN MO NA KAR: WALA KANG DIMPLES!
5. I can't wear heels. EVER. Flip flops forever.
6. Coffee + Yosi is a big no no.
1. I cannot take a bath without a radio with me inside the bathroom. It usually takes me 5-10mins to take a bath, but 1 hour inside the bathroom. I dance and stare at myself all the time. Who doesnt?
2. I cannot cook anything. I microwave even pancit canton and noodles.
3. I hate snakes. I scream at the sight of a snake (picture / cartoon / toy / snake skin/ etc)
4. I always feel like I have dimples. TANGGAPIN MO NA KAR: WALA KANG DIMPLES!
5. I can't wear heels. EVER. Flip flops forever.
6. Coffee + Yosi is a big no no.
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