bwahahahaha

finally! i have one of my own...

almost everybody has this na so i just had to see how this thing works.. anyway, there's no harm in trying right?

aidz is beside me right now.. for those who don't know him, he's my.. umm.. awkward sabihin.. but fine.. he's my boyfriend. hehe hate that word! anyway, its our 14th monthsary right now. haha.. that's right.. tumagal ako ng ganito katagal without any break up (well may 1 time pero as if naman.. 2hrs after kami ulit e..) or someone na kasabay nya. syempre naman.. at times like these, kailangan nang magseryoso. i gotta be mature and serious in life.. .... ... yeah right!?!? hahaha.. but seriously, i love him. well duh... di naman kami tatagal ng ganito if i dont right?

this is the first time in my life that ive been really aware of reality.. and guess what.. it sucks! dami ko problems bout school ngayon and im actually very stressed out because of it. school problems for me are very sensitive topics. di lang ako ung affected.. pati parents ko and SOME of my friends. i dont wanna let my parents down sana but i did and it hurts me a lot. tangina.. di nyo alam ang feeling ng little by little nabibigo ang hopes and dreams ng parents mo for you. uuuhhhhhh... i hate it.

meron akong ginawang some sort of quote when i was felt all alone....in silence, when the whole day is over, when everyone you know sleeps away, you'll eventually realize that you're alone. nobody cares until they're awake again.

ang bitter ba? oh well.. dont get me wrong.. im happy almost 98% of the time... cguro the words friendly and happy are made just for me.

welll,,,, til next time cguro