DAMN. i need a makeover....
i need not a physical makeover (well maybe i do) but a more of an inside and out kind.... i need something that could turn my life into something meaningful, responsible, and productive. i need something that could make me realize the reality of everything -- that whatever i do, i just couldnt get everything i want.
ive always been in this stage of denial. a stage where i used to think that i could get away with everything and anything (?)like with my expenses, i tend to overspend on things even if i dont really have enough resources for them. with my stupidity, i tend to lie a lot not thinking of the consequences when i get caught. take it from me, one lie could lead to another, bigger lie. damn.
now im bombarded with all these problems that i should have dealt with a long time ago. karma. damn that. damn me. i better know how to make up for everything lost. i better gain something fast! i need a makeover!
i am barely breathing and i cant find the air.
ive come to find. i may never know.
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