just had a fight with aidz. okay so maybe i went overboard again. but hey, im sure i didnt go waaayyyyy overboard this time.
i hate it when he doesnt make paramdam everytime he's with his friends.
i hate it when he thinks im being so childish and papansin when all i really want is for him to really listen to what im saying (saying = complaining to him).
i hate it when he doesnt understand me or my opinions.
i hate it when he'd think im being so selfish again. maybe i am. everybody is. pucha.
i hate it when i pathetically say sorry even when he's wrong.
i hate it when im so demanding. and idealistic. and pathetic. too pathetic.
i hate that i hate us fighting. cant imagine being angry for half a day. thats when i become pathetic. just to end the fight, id try anything even if he doesnt want me to do something. why cant i be just a little bit mapride sometimes?
i hate it. i hate it. i hate it.
np.
Saturday, June 25, 2005
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