got the time?

watched 'if only' with sab awhile ago.

according to peyton (from one tree hill), people always leave. if that's true, then what's the point of being close to someone? maybe thats why there are a lot of people who build walls like there's no tomorrow. they sharpen their spikes everytime they get to know others, thinking they'll eventually get hurt.

yes. its true. people always leave. so what then? i once received a quote from a friend. it said that time is the most precious gift you could give to someone because by allowing that person to share moments with you, youre giving him/her the time of your life that you could never take back. why do we really have to think of losing someone when we could think of how special it is having the person we love at the present? ***my favorite cousin left for the states. sab's leaving when she graduates. everybodys graduating (no more bumming for me at katipunan everyday).
wenki will be working in bacolod. gawd i need to stop now.

ive always demanded time from my cousins and friends. partly because im not given the 'special' time at home, i guess. time has always been precious to me. a minute beside someone doing nothing but 'closeness' is better than an all night partying with people. we can never get to know all the people we love beyond skin deep. too bad. if only there was enough time.

imagine, if nobody really left, then whats the point of time in this world? everybody wouldve taken each other for granted. time allows us to appreciate people. time indirectly teaches us to show and feel love. time tells us that it is not everyday that we get the chance to tell someone how we really feel. time tells us that until we have the time, we gotta do what we gotta do.

breakups, death, or distance doesnt put an end to love. it doesnt put an end to what happened between two people during the time they're together. how could guys from the navy stand the loneliness of being separated from their families if not for the time and memories they shared? memories and time spent with a person last longer. even those that we try to forget.



to those ive spent time with, its been a pleasure. thanks for giving me part of your lives. 'my heart is yours now.'