it will take time i guess

to the ones i hurt, im so sorry.


to bub. sorry. thanks. we almost had another breakup. hope you understand why i was kinda drunk with the girls last time.
everything is just so different when im with you guys. i know they accept me for being so magaslaw and makulit already, but its just so weird being that way when im the only the girl there. i miss dancing bub. i danced with the girls and everything was so new to me again. why dont you come along next time. miko's?

to you guys, its not that i hate you now. in all truth, i still love you. i just dont know if i should still listen to everything you guys say. if you're gonna rant about something, rant in full details. i dont like hearing super biased stories. if you're wrong, you're wrong. if you're both wrong, then you're both wrong. just admit what you know and what you dont know rather than making something up.
oh and one more thing, please dont go telling other people that you dont wanna be with us anymore. dont go pretending that you dont ever wanna tell us anything anymore coz the moment you dont have any place to go or any friends to be with, you immediately text us. if you're irritated, then you're irritated. if you wanna be part of the circle, then dont go telling other people that you'll never ever want to be with us again. thats kinda hurting you know. fine. we did something bad. we know. maybe we should talk. or maybe we shouldnt. lets just clarify everything. and please. everything this time.

im sorry. really sorry.

not to worry, everything will be ok in the end. if its not ok, then its not the end. right?