nowhere fast

I take a look around
it's evident the scene has changed
and there are times when I feel improved
improved upon the past
and there are times when I
can't seem to understand at all
and yes it seems as though I'm going
nowhere really fucking fast
nowhere fast

Will I ever get to where I'm going
if I do will I know when I'm there?
if the wind blew me in the right direction, yeah
would I even care?
I would



read joseph's blog the other day. it was all about looking for love and "all that jazz". do we all really need someone to call ourselves "happy"? there'll be so many arguments on that but here's what i think.

to love is to live. to live is to love. i dont wanna be a hypocrite and tell you all that love is not that necessary. ive shown pure gusto on love ever since ive experienced it that im telling you now, ill never be jaded because of love.

we all need it but noone has to be crazy begging for one. love will come to those who wait. the more we rush into things, the lesser the chances of making everything work.


so sorry i have to babble love all over again. second anniversary's coming up. monday. excited.