torn

nothings right, im torn.

been thinking a lot these past few days. found out a lot too. some things were so far out, some were basically normal.

i honestly dont know what to do. should i or should i not? its all so complicated. i want to sometimes, but i cant. i definitely cant.

how i hope everything will be back to normal soon.

to my dear friends who always listen, you have big hearts. i love you.