bulacan

thoughtstrust. hard to give, hard to receive. ive been thinkin a lot about this simple word for days now. its so astonishing how one short word could end up making or breaking a lot of people's relationships. i, for one, have a problem with trust (but hey, im working on it). it just seems like with the kind of culture we have today, kids like me (yeah im still a kid!), tend to do things differently. some cheat on their loved ones. some lie to their parents (hmmmm). some lie to their friends. its everywhere! haaayyyy... the moment u give ur trust to a person, the more u become attached.
i used to cheat. a lot actually. but now that im with someone i really love, i just cant even think of doing it again. not now, at least. if i break his trust, then its gonna be hard for me to get it back again. so as to other relationships. i have this friend who once told me... "its hard to trust coz there's nothing sure in this world anymore"... true true.. but i believe its really up to us to prove that there is actually somethin trustworthy in this world of lies and deception.


eventswhata coincidence! im gonna go to bulacan later for the fiesta...just like last year, we're gonna go to ning's place. what's different this year is that my bubba is comin as well to bulacan with eli. they have a wedding to attend to. i hope they grab the chance to meet up with me and ning later around dinner time. damn im excited already!
BUB's birthday is coming up. got him two gifts already. im gonna buy him another one later. hope he'll like it. uhhhhh..... im excited for that as well! waiting for monday gives me the chills! we something for him. hope he likes it!