i sometimes hate being so addicted to love. see its effect on me?

to bub:

Dont say we aren't right for each other, the way i see it is.. we aren't right for anyone else

HARDEST THINGS IN LOVE?!


Being questioned when you yourself don't understand
>i know! its so hard to give aidz fast answers when i cant even understand his point. grabe. im forever slow pa naman so i tend to misinterpret most of the things he say.

Pretending to be innocent of what you know about
>NO COMMENT


Trying to show you care
>not really. when you care, you care. when you dont care anymore, you stop caring. its as simple as that. when you pretend to care for someone even if you really dont, then you're so dead. as in deader than the dead. its so hard pretending.


Trying to forget something you know you NEVER will
>its not really the forgetting thing. its the acceptance of the partner thing thats hard. i guess noone really has to forget the notorious exes. for all you know, they could possibly be one of your bestfriends once you get to know them more (with less intimacy, of course) i believe noone could really forget someone they used to love. we could all let go of them, but definitely not forget.


Admitting you were wrong after you have been so insistent that you were right
>so me! I HATE IT WHEN I EVENTUALLY REALIZE THAT IM WRONG. i got to, but i still hate it. thats what i hate about myself. i can be so close minded at times that id always have this notion that im always the "right". tsk tsk tsk. pathetic.


Debating with yourself
>i must admit. i always do this. "was i too insensitive again or was he too irrational? was i right or was he right? why did i fucking do such a stupid thing?!"


Knowing what's wrong and what's right
>wrong things seem to be more fun and easy but when you really love a person, youd want to do the right things all the time.


Growing up
>changes sometimes play a big big role in a relationship. its often times hard to accept people, especially the ones you love, grow and change. like me. i always want me and aidz to be in that "honeymoon stage" but obviously, things dont really end up the way you want them to be. but hey, i believe its better. our relationship has become stronger, making us more comfortable with each other, hance the not-so-honeymooney stage anymore. cant believe i used the word hence.


ACCEPTING the fact that some things are NOT meant TO BE
>i just have ti accept that fact. some things are not meant to be. i better be contented with what and who i have and honestly, i am.


Swallowing your pride when it has become TOO HARD and TOO BIG to even gulp it down with water
>ahhh pride. no pride = better relationships i guess.


Being the LAST TO KNOW about something that CONCERNS you most of all
>lies. deceptions. one lie after another. fast heartbeat. they all go together. partners should be open with anything and everything. i guess. i should work on that.


Realizing that you have taken the most IMPORTANT thing for granted
>thats why im never letting go of aidz. i dont wanna risk losing everything. i better not take him for granted. remember that kar!


PARTING with someone you've just LEARNED to LOVE
>we've all felt this. IT SUCKS BIG TIME right?!


Letting GO of someone you've LOVED ALL YOUR LIFE
>this sucks even more!


Saying sorry when you mean it
>i say sorry to aidz all the time even when i know he's the one who should be blamed for the fight. i just want to get things over with. cant stand fighting. cant we all just be malambing all the time?


Saying how you REALLY FEEL and Explaining WHERE YOU STAND
>being straight to the point is always better than making something up. if youre still inlove then let it all happen. if youre not then so be it. period.


Knowing what is best and yet doing the exact opposite.
>so me again! even if i know that the best thing to do is the only option, id still be willing to hurt myself (emotionally a) by doing the opposite. im always this pathetic with love.


Bracing yourself for the worst kind of pain & still hturting so much.
>no matter how much i cry, ill always be crying a river everytime i get hurt. as in everytime. gawd im such a crybaby.


Loving someone too much and learning to love the pain that goes with it... that even if you learned to let go of the person... you still go on missing the pain you once felt (and there it goes again... you fall
again)
>i guess its self explanatory already


Being with someone else when the right one comes along
>felt this before but now, naaahhhh

Knowing deep inside that you love someone yet you can't say it out loud
>my advice, just say it. itll end the what-if-i-told-him/her question