slow down

i feel so busy lately. being busy is inversely proportional to kar. kar, being the poser busy person that she is right now, therefore feels like she's in a fast paced environment.

finally had the time to start my sanction thing in school. 10 fucking hours of community service all because of 1) entering the campus without an ID 2) improper attire 3) another improper attire. wattaskul. had to sit alone in one corner for 3 hours yesterday labeling the next gazillion pages of the library's logbook. mind you, those three hours are now candidates for the longest moments of my life category. i should've logged in before Pat, Moya, Chacha and Shai did. they got better jobs. come to think of it, anything would've been way better than what i got. if it wasnt for the new MP3 player papa bought me, i couldve gone crazy. 3 hours done. 7 to go.

after the non-productive 'work', went to tajma to see jack. (hoy jack WAF ka! i got super wet only to find out you left already. waf ka!) went to see aidz after. we had a fight for around 40 mins. haha pathetic fights. i sometimes wonder why we even bother fighting when we both know that we cant stand being mad at each other. watched bravo's game in ateneo. im such a kabarkada. i dont even know who won yesterday. didnt care to actually ask them. ha. made it more obvious that i didnt really give a damn. went there for my friends and not to watch the game anyway.

got my clearance sheet yesterday also. see how hassled i was? gawd. i have so many things to do and pay before i get my permit! get my medical and transcript, finish my sanction, take a psychology test, pay every single seminar, assembly and activities of the school and my orgs that i wasnt able attend to. fuck. the paying part is around P600 this sem. nice one kar.

today. ahh today. had my recollection. learned a lot actually. id rather tell everything next time. i still feel harrassed by all the stuff that im doing lately. all i wanna do is dance the stress away but i cant.

tomorrow, il be having two major exams. what do i know about those two exams? nada. nice one again kar.