Saturday, September 17, 2005

birthday blahs

tommorow's my birthday! cant seem to let go of this excitement ive been feeling for the past few weeks. its been like this every year. sleepness nights of wondering whats gonna happen on that special day. oh yes, its a special day ;) it will forever be.

my gawd. im 20 years old already! uhh. the dreaded line of 2. 10 years ago, i assumed that old age starts at 18. tssss! look at me now. a totally irresponsible, playful adult. nothing really changes. im still the childish, pacute, not to mention sweet girl that i was 8 years ago. ha! who cares about maturity when its totally boring being an adult who follows all the rules anyway? at least 30 years from now, i can tell my kids (grandchildren even) that i was a kickass 20 year old! yes, kickass! bwahahaha

im excited for tomorrow. i dont know whats REALLY gonna happen. pucha. im having butterflies again.

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